Tomorrow Rhett is going under sedation for his MRI. Please keep him in your thoughts.

 // been sick for two weeks now with stupid sinus cold. Coughing so much my back went out yesterday.  That's why I'm not responding...I'm in bed trying not to hack up a lung.

Selek V. T.: Colds and flu only last about a week.

You may need to get checked for an infection or allergy.

My rhinitus, runny nose that clogs when sleeping, has started up due to tree pollen.

Bex: I called the VA and the nurse said as long as the mucus I blow out my nose or hack up is clear, then I'm good and just ride it out. I've been tested so it's not covid, but my sinuses always last two weeks or more.

 Rule number 1. Never forget what they did to you.

- Peaky Blinders Club

 // the day of his passing happens to fall on Easter this year. I would like to think Ed would have found that tragically funny. 10 years and it isn't any easier. I miss and love you every single day. I miss your smile, I miss our conversations, I miss the way you made me laugh or taught me new things, I miss being able to speak to you and able to reach out and know you were always there, I miss your loving nature and how you made me feel like I was something special to be cherished, I miss our writing together, I miss EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU  ED AND I LOVE YOU WITH EVERYTHING I AM! ❤💜❤💜❤💜❤💜❤💜❤💜💜❤

 

Selek V. T.: It is tragic never funny.

You know only too well what it is like to be helpless having done all that you could.

I still find memories of what he was doing with you, of wolf centaur beings.

 

Bex: yep, cachats. He was going to help me draw mine. I remember.....

 

Selek: too many memories at times.

 

Bex: yea...I know. I just wish when I remember, it doesn't hurt still.

 

Aleandro S.: I tell people this in the real world all the time and it really applies to you two. As long as you carry on the lessons he taught, his love of life and his memories? He will live forever. And you guys are doing that as am I.💕

 

Battle had been raging all around her home for weeks. The sky darkened considerably that heralded rain. A storm was coming, and Becca wasn't at all sure she was prepared for it. She had managed to keep out of the war between the English natives and the Viking invaders by keeping to herself within her forested home. Her cabin built within the side of a mountain so that only those who knew it was there to begin with, could find it. Seeing as she kept to herself, no one seemed to know of her. Except for her brief visits to town to buy things that she couldn't grow or make herself.

It was days after the last battle that had happened almost to close to home finally silenced. The Vikings had withdrawn and the English had retreated back into their village, and both were allowed time to bury their dead before fighting would break out once more. Becca, had been out for most of the morning, in her wolf form, hunting when she caught the scent of blood upon the air. Not animal, but human.

Following her nose, she came across a small battlefield and snorted. This was to be expected, but the scent of blood that she smelled was fresh. Preparing as if to leave and head back home is when she caught it. Movement. Someone was still alive out there.

--

The battle between the Vikings and the English have been very intense, and results in Ivar getting badly hurt in battle, crawling in the mud, feeling the tingling of his legs, he's got open cuts into them and the dirty mud is filling into the cuts.

When hearing the sound of movement nearby, Ivar decided to flop down into the reeds and hide from it, hoping whatever this is, will leave and not find him, the young son of Ragnar Lothbrok tried to grit his teeth to ignore the pain.

--

Following her sense of smell, Becca followed the scent of fresh blood to a bed of reeds just south of the main battlefield. There, in the mud, she found a man still breathing. Still alive but in great danger. She could tell from the the way his blood smelled to her that he had knocked an artery and didn't have much time.

Not caring on showing her gift to him, she shifted instantly back into human and came to settle at his side. "You are bad hurt. I am a friend...allow me to help you?" She spoke in broken Norse, for she knew his language to an extent.

--

Ivar growled in fear and anger, when seeing the creature come at him, reaching the for the nearest blade, ready to slice the creature open, he was ready to kill the wolf, sooner rather than later.

But when seeing the wolf change into a woman, that caused Ivar to panic, "What in the gods are you?" Trying to crawl backwards, but the pain was great on and in his body.

--

"Easy...easy. I mean you no harm" She raised her hands to show the man she meant no harm. "I will answer any questions you may have but later. I have to help you or there won't be a later."

She motioned to his legs. "You are bleeding out. Let me help you. Then we can talk. Alright?" She looked into the young man's eyes. "Don't panic. I promise I won't hurt you."

 //Becca's current mood: 

Cat that knocks shit off your tables just cause she's a jerk. 🤣🤣🤣

She perks up and walks over to admin. Stares at her a moment and then knocks her cup of flavored water off her tray and walks back and sits down...all without saying anything.  

// why? Just...why? 

Becca just smirks.

 // I have come to the conclusion that Becca, for whatever reason (cause honestly I don't know. Lol) is being a right sassy, smart-alec minx/git today! 🤣🤣🤣

"Oh shove it out your ass, Admin! I've earned the right to be sassy." 

// See? So don't be alarmed of she 'bites' or seems not herself. She'll be fine. 

"No I won't! I'm in a mood." 

// Why?

"Cause I wanna be! Everyone is like..'oh Becca is so sweet!' 'She wouldn't hurt a fly!' Ha! There's darkness in me too bitches!" 

//BECCA! *appalled at her behavior* 

"What? Someone tried to throw me in a cage! Leave me alone!" 

// fates help me...

"Nothing can help you now..." She giggles.

Missy N. P.: Ari appears and throws PINK glitter all over her sister "Now you're a sparkly bitch!" She runs away into the trees giggling like a heathen

Bex: "ARI!" Becca screamed playfully as she chased after her sister! "You come back here!"