neither here nor there,
nor anywhere,
can compare to my bonnie fair.
Neither Stay nor Go,
nor Come as you are,
Can reach you when you're oh so far.
What I had, What I gained,
I left behind, and now feel no pain.
That's a lie, I whisper to myself,
To stop the questions,
To stop the looks,
To stop the stares,
I would go most anywhere.
Long do I seek,
To make right what was wronged,
To take back words of rash thought,
To make the 'weak', strong.
I tell myself, that life is good,
that to smile and nod,
is something, do, yes, I should.
But no one sees behind my dark dark eyes,
no one sees my tears, nor hears my cries.
I walk in darkness, like the night,
but I am not such a beautiful sight.
With pale skin, and dark dark hair,
with eyes like lanterns blowing in the wind,
With fangs, razor sharp, and scars that criss cross,
They tell the story of me, and my loss.
I am a ghost, pure and true,
and no one knows me, not even you, who think they do.
Look behind the dark and the pain,
will I ever be myself again?
and not this charade that I put on,
for people to see when comes the dawn.
I am myself, and can not change.
I wouldn't have it any other way.
So take me as I am, scars and all,
hear you now, my silent call?
Can you walk the path I tread,
where mostly dark, and fear and dead,
but fear not when I walk with you,
for though I am different, myself, is always true.
So neither here, nor there,
nor anywhere...
can someone come, and hear my prayer?
Walk with me when times get rough,
see the me I hide behind my walls,
and I swear, you, will never again fall,
to the mercy that is life,
Never again tastes its strife.
Life is valuable, it lingers,
even at the end,
but this will linger still, and never ever come again.
so catch it quick, and hold it close,
This moment swiftly flies, and even good things must end.
but not this feeling deep in me,
it forever and always...will BE!
~~Written by ME!~~
((something I am working on...will add more later.))