Trust in me and I will calm your demons,

Believe in me and I will heal your pain,

Take my hand and I will teach you to fly,

My wolf has wings, it can carry us both when you are not at your best.

For your voice calms my storm,

your eyes enchants my heart,

and your touch sears my soul.

Good times or bad, I will be your shelter from the storm,

as you are mine.

Trust me, believe in me, together our storms rage as one.

Together, there is nothing we can't do.

~~Written by ME!~~

 Fall in love with someone who loves the way you laugh and would do absolutely anything to hear it. 

Fall in love with someone who puts their head on your chest just to hear your heart beat. 

Fall in love with someone who kisses you in public and is proud to show you off to anyone they know. 

Fall in love with someone who would never ever want to hurt you. 

Fall in love with someone who falls in love with your flaws and thinks you are perfect just the way you are. 

Fall in love with someone who thinks that you are the ONE they would love to wake up to each day.

 Hate and Love,

Hate and Love,

One hangs the stars,

One seeks to destroy them.

But it wasn't always thus,

No.

Hate knew Love once.

One had to know the other,

In order to become what it became.

For there can not be any hate, without Love,

No Light without Darkness,

No good without the Bad.

But which came first?

Aha! There is the rub.

There is the mystery.

Was it love that turned to hate,

or hate that slowly turned back into Love?

Was it a gentle hand that soothed a worried brow,

Or an unexpected strike from someone that broke you?

Was it a soft word, uttered in kindness that softened you,

Or a violent barrage of words that shattered you?

Was the release of your pain that set your soul free,

Or the binding of your misery deeper into yourself that hardened your heart?

Which came first....Hate or Love?

Which do you turn to, know now above the other...

Hate or Love?

'When the night is dark and I am all alone, my memories take me away.

Memories of past events and time,

Memories of laughter, joy and even love.

Memories are everywhere in the darkness as I curl deeper into my blankets, seeking the sweet oblivion that is sleep.

But till then, I remember everything.....

I remember the warmth in your embrace,

The kindness of your smile,

The strength in your hugs,

The way the sun reflected in your hair.

I remember the way your laugh sounded,

How it rumbled and purred all around me.

I remember the brightness of your eyes,

How open they were.

So rare these days.

I remember the sound of your heartbeat,

So strong and true.

I even remember the way you smelled.

Leather and spice...I will never forget that lovely combination.

I remember....everything.....

So take heart those who have loved and lost,

For death or even separation is not the end.

No one truly 'dies'..either in time or in memory....for the only true 'death' is when they are forgotten....and I will always remember.....always....'

~~Written by ME~~

 I looked into the sky and night and wondered,

What the Gods saw when they made the Heavens amd the realms within?

I know much of life to know that we are small in the grand scheme of things and yet treasured in some small way we are.

For In us lies their breath, their heart, their life.

We small glimpses of light that one day will fade. But our deeds will not.

We will be remembered long after our bodies have turned to dust. Long after the ones that knew us cease to cry our names.

For the stars will echo it for us as they rejoice in Valhalla.

We are infinite...we will dwell forever in the home of our ancestors and there live and love with a first passion as we did in life.

Death....is not the end....

 Some say love is fleeting. That it is like a flash in the pan. There one moment, gone the next.

Some say Love is a gift. To be treasured above all things and nurtured till ones very last breath.

Some say love is rash. For peoples reactions change swiftly when in love. Conforming to the one they desire.

Some say love is Blind. For it knows no beauty, for each persons beauty differs from the next.

Some say love is patient. For it teaches us patience and forbearance, tolerance.

But I say Love is wondrous. Love is never fleeting, it lasts till long after the heart stops beating. It is the one thing that out lasts time for the World kneels before it in awe.

Love, is the single most greatest gift we have.For it gives us hope. Hope that no matter what, the ones we cherish will always stick by us. Hope, that come what may, we know that we are never alone.

Whether it be from a parent to a child, or a sibling to another, or from a Lover, Love is beautiful. In all its forms.

It's the only thing worth living for, worth fighting for, worth dying for, because it is the only thing that lasts.

It is that small measure of peace, we all seek, but few of us, ever rarely find.

~~Written by ME!~~

"What I love...."

 I love the way the sunset alights the sky just before night comes.

How it makes the sky seem alive in so many colors.

I love how the world feels as true night sets in after dusk.

The sounds of the crickets, the scents of a night breeze as it blows past.

The world is alive in the night as much as it is during the day.

I love how the wind blows through the trees in the mountains,

and through a meadow of flowers on a hill.

The scents, the feeling of peace that wafts within me at such points is heady, delirious even.

I love the way the Earth smells after a rain,

That lovely, Earthy scent that is life, permeating all around me.

I love the sound of a laugh, deep, echoing,

As I cause my friends to giggle or laugh in happiness and Joy.

Because even though I can not always do so, seeing others happy, makes me happy.

I love the smell of fresh baked bread, lavender and Vanilla and leather!

Those remind me of certain things from my past that make me smile.

I love being a listening ear to those who need it, for I know, firsthand what it feels like,

To be lost, to be alone, to be hurting, in silence, for years.

I love the sound of rain hitting my roof during a thunderstorm.

I love to hear a good Opera, a good song, for music is important to me, has a deep impact on my life.

I am a 'mushy sap' at times so yes, I love to hear how much I am loved by those I love in return.

I love to see the happiness and joy in my loved ones eyes.

I love to help others, to give back when I can.

There are so many things that I love.

Big things, little things, it would be impossible to name them all here.

I love my life...even though it hasn't been perfect, and I still struggle, daily, it is MINE.

Anxiety, PTSD, these are just words...and you can rise above it.

One day at a time....

Life is beautiful...find the joy...make it yours....LIVE!

 Things get better,

Take it from me.

Life is nothing but sweet agony,

Yet under the pain, the fear and hate,

Lies something hidden, that which is Great!

Love is all around you, ever flowing,

Ever growing,

It even outlasts time.

So worry not when it seems you are alone or afraid,

For you are just waiting for the someone for whom you were made.

They are out there,

I swear, and you will know them from the start.

For they are the one who understands the song of your heart.

~~Written by ME!!~~

Look behind the fur and the teeth, do you not see me?

I hide behind the fur and claws, but my eyes, themselves Deceive.

When the wolf snarls, and the howls echo the forest,

See not the demons that run behind my eyes,

but to the ME inside.

Call to me with gentle words,

Help me find my way.

I am lost in this form,

This is not who I am, nor who I want to be!

~Written by ME!!~~

 I protect my 'pack',

I am the Shadow on the wall,

I am the sword in the Darkness,

I am the shield that guards my pack and my home.

Look into my eyes and there Death you will see,

if you be mine enemy.

For I fear no evil,

For I fear neither cold nor pain,

For I am the watcher and I see all.

So hear my mournful cry, that echos in the night,

Do you despair or rejoice?

That alone, should be your answer.

I am the wolf, that runs through the woods, over hill and yarn.

I am the ghost that lives in the hollers, trees and darns.

I am the wolf, with eyes of green, of teeth sharp for the bite,

I am the wolf filled with curiosity, but also malice and spite.

Look not to my eyes, least you see what you fear,

for I am the silent death!

Look not with your heart, if you have any fear,

for I will take your soul as I left.

I crave to be wild and free, forever always to roam,

but deep inside, I also crave, the warmth and comfort of home.

So glance not my way, when I pass by, listen not to the wailing of wolves.

It is not for you to roam in my world, unless you are brave and strong.

For here only darkness and shadows remain,

long after the ones loved are gone.

~~Written by ME!~~

 

Selek Virgil Trevers

To my enemies.

Do you want breath of life?

Come not to me!

I am your living strife!

I am the death of your destiny.

You who did me wrong

I do not forget.

It is not buried in song

But will live in your regret.

I will never help again,

No matter how deep your woe,

So sing a new refrain

And away you go!

I do poems like this often but I don't know if there is a market for them.

 

Rebecca Butler

That was really good and of course there is a market for them. I published the ones I wrote in rp.

https://www.createspace.com/

Is what I used and it's free and will send your book to outlets so it can be found too. Very simple and easy publishing and distributing all in one.

 

Selek Virgil Trevers

So many things are put into the 'I'll consider it later' file that I really should actually do something.

tomorrow maybe.

 

Rebecca Butler

I updated the link...got the right one. Lol I never would ha e published anything if not for my therapy groups in the veteran's hospital so I feel ya.

"I'm holding on tight, through darkness and light...

Joy can be fleeting and grief takes time....

I follow the moon.

It seems that my life follows the Moon.

At times it's half empty...

and sometimes it's full."

 In all my lives, I've sought to show,

the things that people never know.

Have you searched, deep in my eyes,

seen my demons and heard their cries?

 Or how about listening to my heart beat,

to hear and feel the well of emotion,  deep.

But no one notices, hears or sees,

the person that I am, deep inside of me.

I hide that part down deep inside,

And there it stays, trapped for all time.

the smile I wear is true, but can you see?

just the person I long to be?

I have turned away from my once darkened path,

why are still some afraid of me?

you think your whispers are not heard,

you think your stares don't show?

but my senses are much keener then yours,

there is nothing that I don't miss,

nothing that I do not know.

until a Light shined in my path, brilliant and bright,

it saved me from wandering in darkness,

it saved me from that plight.

for love  so strong and can endure, even the test of time,

and with that said, my dearest love,

I'm glad you came and saw ME, deep inside,

and I'm glad that you are mine.

~~written by ME!~~

SWEET ILLUSION | June 15, 2016 | 5:25 p.m.

Words are spoken,

Emotions Fly,

Promises Broken,

Angels Cry,

Shattered Dreams,

Broken hearts,

Fragile Spirit

Torn Apart,

Empty Words,

Windless Breath,

Shallow thoughts,

Living Death,

Nothing but

A cruel Illuison,

My world's broken

Sweet Illusion! 

Wolf Run | June 13, 2016 | 5:35 p.m.

 Look into the eyes of wolves, you'll find no comfort there,

they watch you as you try to escape, they stand and stop and stare.

Their spirit is as wild and free as anything could be,

they mock the time the earth doth gives, and feasts on what we can't see.

they run with swiftness, fast and strong, their hearts know no fear,

they dance to lifes sweet song, one only they can hear.

their teeth are sharp and deadly, fear their mornful howl,

for wolves are stealthy and accurate, when hunting, on the prowl.

they move through the woods like ghosts, creatures of the night,

feasting, snarling, snapping, eating whatever doesn't escape their bite!

So hear the song of wolf cry, mournful, yet strong and brave,

and feel the fear rush upon you, for it it YOU they crave!

 

neither here nor there,
nor anywhere,
can compare to my bonnie fair.
Neither Stay nor Go,
nor Come as you are,
Can reach you when you're oh so far.
What I had, What I gained,
I left behind, and now feel no pain.
That's a lie, I whisper to myself,
To stop the questions,
To stop the looks,
To stop the stares,
I would go most anywhere.
Long do I seek,
To make right what was wronged,
To take back words of rash thought,
To make the 'weak', strong.
I tell myself, that life is good,
that to smile and nod,
is something, do, yes, I should.
But no one sees behind my dark dark eyes,
no one sees my tears, nor hears my cries.
I walk in darkness, like the night,
but I am not such a beautiful sight.
With pale skin, and dark dark hair,
with eyes like lanterns blowing in the wind,
With fangs, razor sharp, and scars that criss cross,
They tell the story of me, and my loss.
I am a ghost, pure and true,
and no one knows me, not even you, who think they do.
Look behind the dark and the pain,
will I ever be myself again?
and not this charade that I put on,
for people to see when comes the dawn.
I am myself, and can not change.
I wouldn't have it any other way.
So take me as I am, scars and all,
hear you now, my silent call?
Can you walk the path I tread,
where mostly dark, and fear and dead,
but fear not when I walk with you,
for though I am different, myself, is always true.
So neither here, nor there,
nor anywhere...
can someone come, and hear my prayer?
Walk with me when times get rough,
see the me I hide behind my walls,
and I swear, you, will never again fall,
to the mercy that is life,
Never again tastes its strife.
Life is valuable, it lingers,
even at the end,
but this will linger still, and never ever come again.
so catch it quick, and hold it close,
This moment swiftly flies, and even good things must end.
but not this feeling deep in me,
it forever and always...will BE!
~~Written by ME!~~
((something I am working on...will add more later.))

 Crimson Tides, Rolling hills,

Darkened meadows, Shining halls,

Facing monsters or facing Gods,

All I would cross to stand by your side.

Making deals with Death, Fighting with the Demon,

Comforting our Darkness, Sheltering the Light,

All this I would face to protect you, to keep you with me.

You mean more to me then mere words,

I wish I could tell you just how much, but words would do no justice to feelings so deep.

You are perfect, to me, in every way.

It makes my heart race, seeing you and spending time with you just makes my day.

My heart beats your name, it calls softly if you listen,

It beats only for you, and you alone.

My Darling, you have bewitched me and with you I am whole.

I will walk by your side till time fades, you and me, we linger.

You are my everything, my heart, my world.

To you, I will always be true,

now, till time ends, I love you!

~~Written by ME!~~

 You are my Sun, my Moon, my Stars,

I love the way you look at me,when bantering with each other, or when you think I do not notice.

Your strength, gentle yet strong, I can feel it when you hold me,

from your side, I will never, ever leave.

Your hands, soft, gentle, sets my blood to race, whether in a gentle caress of a tender embrace.

I love the way your emerald green eyes reflect into mine,

open and bright, I see the YOU inside and it only makes me love you more!

I love the way you kiss me, lips supple and sweet,

you take my breathe away, my heart you will always keep.

My Glorious God, I love everything about you,

and to you, I will always, always be true!

For in my heart beats yours, and in yours beats mine,

Now and forever, till the end of time!

~~Written by ME!~~

 

He is my best friend, my hearts desire...

He sees the good in me, as I see the good in him.

Time spent with him, is time well spent,

and always leaves me craving more.

Bantering back and forth, Annoying each other, or being sweet,

He loves his little wolf, and his little wolf, loves him!

~~Written by ME~~

 running, running, ever round...with no destination to be found.

lost deep inside my mind...I can't stop now I have no time.

Everything is fading black...peace and love are what I lack.

Would you take this offered key...and walk with me through eternity?

or leave me withered, broken and afraid....wondering of the choices I have made?

Everythings an awful mess...with this heaviness upon my chest.

Dreary, wet and afoul...doth be my forgotten trowel.

Teach me to death or teach me to life...set me free from my inner strife.

Which way to go, which way to turn...least my choice doth let me burn.

Fires of passion, fires of Hell...Take me now, which way to dwell.

all is frazzled and confused...in my mind though I try to use.

no turning point, no looking back...no way to find even with bloodhounds to track.

I must walk with path myself...deep inside me lays a hidden wealth.

One of Love or one of Hate...this be my decision make.

But would you cast me upon the rocks...make me wait as the life clock tocks?

Or would you take my hand in yours...and cause both our broken hearts to soar?

choices, choices all abound....and time is nowhere to be found.

We have set time upon this earth...before we are recalled to the place from which we birth.

Running, Running, Running round...with no set destination to be found.....

By ME!!