Friday, December 11, 2020

 // The absolute, most perfect declaration of love I have ever heard. SOMEONE SAY THIS TO ME!!! PLEASE! (Yes, I am a hopeless romantic and I love mushy stuff like this!) Crimson Peak was GOLD! I have never been jealous of a fictional character before.

"I can not leave you. In fact I find myself thinking of you even at the most inopportune moments of the day. I feel as if a link exists between your heart and mine and should that link be broken either by distance or time, Then my heart would cease to beat and I would die."

December 11, 2020 at 10:44 pm

Sunday, June 21, 2020

 Fall in love with someone who loves the way you laugh and would do absolutely anything to hear it. 

Fall in love with someone who puts their head on your chest just to hear your heart beat. 

Fall in love with someone who kisses you in public and is proud to show you off to anyone they know. 

Fall in love with someone who would never ever want to hurt you. 

Fall in love with someone who falls in love with your flaws and thinks you are perfect just the way you are. 

Fall in love with someone who thinks that you are the ONE they would love to wake up to each day.

Monday, June 1, 2020

 I won't ever apologize for being a warrior. I haven't chosen this path. I have held a sword in my hands more often than I've held flowers. And if my battle scars frighten you, look for someone, whose soul has no thorns and draws no blood.

- Veronika Jensen

Thursday, May 7, 2020

 Authors: This is a evil and disturbing character, he's very handsome but he's terrible. You should be terrified of him.

Readers: I want to fuck it.

Authors: Wait what? No. you're supposed to be afrai-

Readers: I want to do bad things to this man.


*giggle snorts* yea...that's pretty much how we think. Well...I do at least. XD


Friday, May 1, 2020

 We've all got both light and dark inside us. What matters is the part we choose to act on. That's who we really are.

- DIS_DREAMER


Xandria I.: What could be light to someone could be dark to another


Monday, April 27, 2020

 "Keep your hands up, or you will get your bell rung again."

Becca laughed softly as she took Rheagals fist into her own and shoved her forearm against his. "Strong. Don't let me push you back. Strong, like wood. Got it? Keep your hands up." She ruffled his hair and took a few steps back from her eldest son.

"Now...attack."

Rheagal was learning how to spar with his siblings, and trying to show off, made a mistake and rushed his mother again. She simply side stepped him and swatted the back of his head gently with her palm.

"You charged, Never charge, unless you want to lose your head. Again."

Rheagal rolled his shoulders and took up another stance. Eyeing his mother as she moved around him like a shark. He had displayed an interest in joining the Rivendell guard, so he asked to be trained to fight...and after careful consideration and a brief talk with Lucius, they had agreed. She had been an assassin at one point and it was decided she was the best to teach physical defense. Lucius could teach him about the magical defense. His siblings watched because they were being taught too.

"Watch me, Rheagal." She said softly as she moved around him, moving her fists as well. "See how my body moves. I will tell you what I will do if you just watch. I am going left..." She moved and swatted out at him with her right hand instead and he yelped.

"That isn't far!" He growled. "You said left!"

"But my eyes, and my body said right. Learn to watch my son. You are getting better. Again..."

This time, when she feigned right and instead went left, he stopped her, smiling victoriously up at her.

"Good."

Friday, April 17, 2020

 No matter how hard I try to be a proper lady, someone always finds a way to flip my redneck switch.

#lifefactsquotes via @countrythang


Xandria I.: //“Redneck switch” oh I’d love to see what that is?

 

Bex: // noooooo you wouldn't sis. 😂😂

 

Xandria: // yeah huh but not directed at me.

 

Bex: // be a lot of cussing...maybe even my Southern accent would come out...who knows. XD


Saturday, April 4, 2020

"Tell me one thing about him..."

**Rp memory** (( YES triplets with 2 fathers CAN be done...writing partner at the time and I highly researched it.))

 

"Tell me one thing about him...Just one thing?" Allya and Rheagal looked up at their mother from where she stood cooking them dinner. She knew what they were asking for.

She sighed softly, knowing that as they aged, they would ask for much more.

Wiping her hands, she took both their hands, and went to sit on the sofa, calling Armand over from where he was reading and settled them all around her. Each looking up at her expectantly.

"Well, Lets see..." She thought a moment, hugging Allya close as she had come to sit in her mothers lap. "They were Fearless." She said softly, a small smile crosses her face. "Your fathers, both of them, were Fearless. Strong, Brave and they loved you all from the second they learned of you all."

"What happened to them?" Armand asked curiously. His grey eyes looking at his mother. Knowing she wouldn't answer that one, for she never did. "Can you just tell us...one more thing?" He was the more observant of the triplets and knew that this subject still hurt his mother, but he wanted to know right along with his siblings, about their fathers.

She thought a moment, and then looked back at Armand and caressed his cheek. "Your father, was a wizard, and a very good one. His name and magic was known far and wide from where he was from. Deep inside, he was a good man, and you remind me so much of him." Her eyes turned to Allya and Rheagal as she kissed her daughters cheek and rubbed her thumb over her sons cheek. "Your father was a Blacksmith from a place called Lorien. He was very good at his craft and people came from far and wide to commission him for his work. He was Brilliant, and could make things that no one else ever could. You both resemble him in some ways, and your hearts are as pure as his was. They both...would be so proud of you."

She nodded and kissed each of her childrens cheeks. "That's all for tonight. Dinner is ready so go wash up."


Saturday, March 7, 2020

 Her children had been in human form for most of the day. Even her boys, which was a surprise since they loved their wolf form so much.

Allya and Armand had played with the toy blocks and wooden animals Rebecca had made them. Playing nicely save for the small disagreement that took place when Armand 'dared' to touch Allyas stuffed horse that Elijah bought her. When she saw her younger brother cuddling with her most treasured toy....ohhh the outburst was damn near deafening! Her shrill cry hurt even Rebeccas ears, but she stopped as soon as Amrand dropped it and she scooped it up once more into her embrace with a small giggle.

Rhaegal had been crawling all over the place, following his mother as he watched her clean and cook. He even tried to 'help' clean by pulling all the folded towels off the sofa and onto the floor with him, laughing as he kicked his feet and squealed in delight at the mess he had made. Rebecca had her hands full with him underfoot, but she wouldn't have it any other way.

Her children gave her life purpose, direction. Taking care of their needs, made her forget the darkness that often came with her own. She had foregone cleaning after the towel pile and settled down beside her children, to play and cuddle with them. She told them story after story as they played with or banged together the blocks they played with. Three sets of different colored eyes eagerly looked up at her, as tonight was no different. When Mother joined, it usually meant a story, and they loved her stories! Tonight was no different, for as she cuddled each one in turn, she began to weave her tale.

Long Long ago, when the world was new, there were three very different types of people on this earth. (she began) 

The eldest of which, where the Immortals. Those who would live forever, the Vampires, and the Elves...like your Mother. 

She grinned as they cooed and babbled, like they understood her. 

Then, came the Humans, whose time on this earth was very fleeting. Now, at first, the three different clans got along, as they needed each other to survive. The Vamps fed on the Humans and the Elves gifted both with certain gifts to help them throughout their lives when the time came. But then came one from each side who thought that their side, their clan, should be in charge of the other two. And with it...came war. 

Rhaegal growled at the word "war" and Armands ears perked up.

 Three sides, who had lived in peace for so long, now fought like bitter enemies and it seemed, that all three sides would face extinction; but the Gods, in their wisdom, had an idea. If they could not live together in peace, as they once had. They would instead, live apart. Forever in their own realm. Sounds pretty good, right? (she asked her young who babbled back at her, making her smile)

But there was a just one problem with that plan. The Vamps grew weak, with nothing to feed on, the Humans grew decadent and lax with nothing to worry them and they then turned on each other and the Elves...well one went as bad as you please and nearly destroyed the entire race. No, living apart wasn't the answer...but it had been so long since they had emerged together that none knew how to nor wanted to. Thinking that to join with one race when from another would be to 'taint' the bloodlines. All but one...An elf, who wasn't really an elf, but rather a very interesting hybrid. For you see, this lone female, though living with the elves for years and accepted as one, had a terrible secret. She was really a wolf, and a demon in disguise. 

Her babes all squealed at that which made Rebecca laugh and nod. 

Oh yes...she was. And she was now carrying the Lord High Elfs child, but he must never know or face scandal of the worst kind. So it was she, who along with her unborn child, ventured into the wilds of the Vampires and Humans and there, bore her child. The first hybrid of its kind, into a land willed with both Monsters and Men...but which was which? Hmmm? The Elves had shunned her, the Humans were cruel and used her and her child for their gifts, yet some were kind, and the Vampires, well some wanted the elven maid for her blood while others, like the humans, showed mercy. In helping her to escape the cruelty she had faced in trying to help each clan reunite with their ways, her child grew up in many different situations...not all of them good. She was human, she was Elf, she was Vampire both you see? A gift...of sorts for all three clans. a way to reunite them all once more. But what has become of this child and her mother? Well...some say they managed to do what was set out for them. Some say the mother died and the child forgotten...but I say, life has a way of teaching you things, about yourself, about those around you if you but listen. Not everything is as it seems my dears. Not all vampires are bad, not all humans are good and not all elves are pure. Listen, watch, learn...and you will know, what happened to that woman and her child. Their end, has not come to a close...not yet, and neither has yours.

Friday, March 6, 2020

 Hate and Love,

Hate and Love,

One hangs the stars,

One seeks to destroy them.

But it wasn't always thus,

No.

Hate knew Love once.

One had to know the other,

In order to become what it became.

For there can not be any hate, without Love,

No Light without Darkness,

No good without the Bad.

But which came first?

Aha! There is the rub.

There is the mystery.

Was it love that turned to hate,

or hate that slowly turned back into Love?

Was it a gentle hand that soothed a worried brow,

Or an unexpected strike from someone that broke you?

Was it a soft word, uttered in kindness that softened you,

Or a violent barrage of words that shattered you?

Was the release of your pain that set your soul free,

Or the binding of your misery deeper into yourself that hardened your heart?

Which came first....Hate or Love?

Which do you turn to, know now above the other...

Hate or Love?

Saturday, February 8, 2020

'When the night is dark and I am all alone, my memories take me away.

Memories of past events and time,

Memories of laughter, joy and even love.

Memories are everywhere in the darkness as I curl deeper into my blankets, seeking the sweet oblivion that is sleep.

But till then, I remember everything.....

I remember the warmth in your embrace,

The kindness of your smile,

The strength in your hugs,

The way the sun reflected in your hair.

I remember the way your laugh sounded,

How it rumbled and purred all around me.

I remember the brightness of your eyes,

How open they were.

So rare these days.

I remember the sound of your heartbeat,

So strong and true.

I even remember the way you smelled.

Leather and spice...I will never forget that lovely combination.

I remember....everything.....

So take heart those who have loved and lost,

For death or even separation is not the end.

No one truly 'dies'..either in time or in memory....for the only true 'death' is when they are forgotten....and I will always remember.....always....'

~~Written by ME~~

Monday, February 3, 2020


*She had spent most of the day with her children. Nothing made her happier then being with them, for they were her pride and joy. They gave her life direction, and filled her with warmth and love. Caring for their needs, helped fuel the fire within her, seeing them grow and become capable of things on their own was hard, but she had never been more prouder of them.

Allya blossomed into a beautiful little girl. Eyes of blue that sparkled like jewels in the twilight, hair of brunette with patches of raven black threading in for highlight. She was a happy babe, always smiling, always laughing. She had mastered the crawl two days ago, and Rebecca had praised her and covered her in kisses, to which she squealed and giggled, much to Rebeccas delight. She spent a lot of time with her daughter, as it seemed that she had inherited more of her elven side then her wolf side, and did not change like her brothers did. Allya ate up the attention and cooed and smiled at her mother while they played on the furs before the fire. Rebecca had made some blocks out of wood, and little animals as well and Allya loved playing with them. Stacking them and then knocking them down with a squeal. She was a very creative little girl, even at this young age as she seemed to think every action through before she placed a block or moved an animal toy. Rebecca spent hours with her daughter that night, holding her till she fell asleep and kissing her as she tucked her into bed.

Her boys, it seemed, preferred wolf form and this night Rebecca had a surprise for them. Leaving Allya with the nurse, she shifted into wolf form herself and let the boys crawl all over her, nip at her ears and tug at her tail. Till she stood and nosed the door open, and chuffed at them to follow. Rhaegal came right away to her side, sniffing at the outside world, while Armand had to be coaxed. They had never been outside before and this was new. Finally, she got him to come to her and turning, led them into the night. If they decided to stay as wolves for a while, then tonight their training would begin.

She led them a little ways into the woods and shifted to near human-like wolf form and settled in the tall soft grass, calling her sons to her. Rhaegal barked and twirled, chasing after a firefly but never straying to far from his mothers side. His little black coat shimmered in the moonlight as he gazed all around in awe. Armand came to sit by his mother and pawed at a small bird that floated overhead. His smile was obvious even in wolf form. Rebecca smiled as well, watching her sons explore this big new world. Everything was new, everything was exciting to them and they played and romped in the grass, rolling around together. She told them what certain scents meant, what the sounds of the night were, and to watch where they went, as they tussled and wrestled together.

Soon, though, it was time to head back as it had grown late and she stood, barking softly to call them to her side once more and started for home. They had had an adventure and were sleepy, and fell right to sleep the second they reached home. She shifted back to human and kissed each one, before settling beside the fire to read a while. The night was peaceful.*