Sunday, April 23, 2023

// OPEN RP...ANY CAN JOIN!! WRITTEN AGES AGO BUT LIKED THE STARTER

her early morning run started off well enough. A crisp clear morning, with hardly a bite in the air, the forest around her echoed with bird song and smells of other animals. She went for a good long run, and then getting a drink at the lake nearby, turned for home. She was checking her boundaries, when her fur went puffy suddenly as she entered a small clearing. Something was wrong! She sniffed the air but couldn't smell anything out of the ordinary, yet even the birds had suddenly gone quiet. Her ears twisted and turned, trying to locate any sound, but she heard nothing. Taking a few tentative steps forward, she heard the snap of the spring and jumped clear of the net that swooshed up beside her! Her hackles raised as human voices shouted all around her, baring her fangs as one by one, they came out of the forest, surrounding her.

They rattled chains at her, some had clubs a few even had nets which they shook, trying to keep her attention divided.

"Here wolf!" "No, here wolf!" "Don't let it get away!" "I want the skin!", "Holy shit, that wolf is huge, take it down!"

 They were planning on killing her! Enraged, she drew back, snarling and snapping at the pokes from the clubs and pitchforks. She turned one way, then another, lashing out as first one distracted her, and then another. She couldn't flee, they surrounded her, Hurting her! Her forepaw caught a man across the chest, another she lashed out at as he bent forward to poke her and grabbed him by his shirt and threw him! Seeing a break in the men, she put her ears back against her head and darted away! Keeping to the underbrush. "Don't you let that animal get away!", "Kill it!" Shouts followed her as she ran, till they faded away completely.

Only when she was safe in her hidden cave, did she stop to rest. Her side hurt. turning her head, she saw she was bleeding, and she reached to lick at her wound, whining softly. She would heal up soon as she changed back, and she did so, curling up behind a rock, trying not to let Hate and Rage rule her. Silent tears drifted down her cheek unbidden as she stared out into the afternoons light. She waited, giving the humans a few hours to clear out before she began her way towards home again. Her running, for a while, was at an end it seemed. She would fight for her home, and kill any who tried to stop her!

Monday, April 17, 2023

// 11 years today. It still HURTS and I miss you more than anything. But I keep your memory alive by remembering the times we had together. I even gave Rhett your middle name. I know one day, I will see you again, but I miss you, so so so---MUCH! I try, each and every day to live the life I know you would want me too. To live for my kids and to make each day count. Even when the pain gets to be to much, I focus on them and those there for me who I know still share this pain with me. You were/are someone incredibly special!  I love you, Ed! Always and forever!

I know it's a bad idea

But how can I help myself?

Been inside for most this year

And I thought a few drinks, they might help

It's been a while, my dear

Dealing with the cards life dealt

I'm still holding back these tears

While my friends are somewhere else

I pictured this year a little bit different

When it hit February

I step in the bar, it hit me so hard

Oh, how can it be this heavy?

Every song reminds me you're gone

And I feel the lump form in my throat

'Cause I'm here alone

Just dancing with my eyes closed

'Cause everywhere I look I still see you

And time is moving so slow

And I don't know what else that I can do

So I'll keep dancing with my

Eye-eye-eye-eyes

Eye-eye-eye-eyes closed

Eye-eye-eye-eyes

So I'll keep dancing with my

Delusion is here again

And I think you'll come home soon

A word brings me right back in

Then it's only me that's in this room

I guess I could just pretend

The colours are more than blue

But I lost more than my friend

I can't help but missing you

I pictured this month a little bit different

No one is ever ready

And when it unfolds, you get in a hole

Oh, how can it be this heavy?

Everything changes, nothing's the same

Except the truth is now you're gone

And life just goes on

So I'm dancing with my eyes closed

'Cause everywhere I look I still see you

And time is moving so slow

And I don't know what else that I can do

So I'll keep dancing with my

Eye-eye-eye-eyes

Eye-eye-eye-eyes closed

Eye-eye-eye-eyes

So I'll keep dancing with my

Eye-eye-eye-eyes

Eye-eye-eye-eyes closed

Eye-eye-eye-eyes

Oh, I keep dancing with my

They're shutting the bar

They're cleaning the floor

And everyone is already home

But I'm on my own

Still dancing with my eyes closed

'Cause everywhere I look I still see you

Time is moving so slow

And I don't know what else that I can do

So I'll keep dancing with my

Eye-eye-eye-eyes

Eye-eye-eye-eyes closed

Eye-eye-eye-eyes

Oh, I keep dancing with my

Eye-eye-eye-eyes

Eye-eye-eye-eyes closed

Eye-eye-eye-eyes

Oh, I keep dancing with my

 

Bella Black

|| Here if you need to talk ❤️

 

Xandria IronHead

// You have my sympathy. PM me if you need to vent.