Saturday, February 8, 2020

'When the night is dark and I am all alone, my memories take me away.

Memories of past events and time,

Memories of laughter, joy and even love.

Memories are everywhere in the darkness as I curl deeper into my blankets, seeking the sweet oblivion that is sleep.

But till then, I remember everything.....

I remember the warmth in your embrace,

The kindness of your smile,

The strength in your hugs,

The way the sun reflected in your hair.

I remember the way your laugh sounded,

How it rumbled and purred all around me.

I remember the brightness of your eyes,

How open they were.

So rare these days.

I remember the sound of your heartbeat,

So strong and true.

I even remember the way you smelled.

Leather and spice...I will never forget that lovely combination.

I remember....everything.....

So take heart those who have loved and lost,

For death or even separation is not the end.

No one truly 'dies'..either in time or in memory....for the only true 'death' is when they are forgotten....and I will always remember.....always....'

~~Written by ME~~

Monday, February 3, 2020


*She had spent most of the day with her children. Nothing made her happier then being with them, for they were her pride and joy. They gave her life direction, and filled her with warmth and love. Caring for their needs, helped fuel the fire within her, seeing them grow and become capable of things on their own was hard, but she had never been more prouder of them.

Allya blossomed into a beautiful little girl. Eyes of blue that sparkled like jewels in the twilight, hair of brunette with patches of raven black threading in for highlight. She was a happy babe, always smiling, always laughing. She had mastered the crawl two days ago, and Rebecca had praised her and covered her in kisses, to which she squealed and giggled, much to Rebeccas delight. She spent a lot of time with her daughter, as it seemed that she had inherited more of her elven side then her wolf side, and did not change like her brothers did. Allya ate up the attention and cooed and smiled at her mother while they played on the furs before the fire. Rebecca had made some blocks out of wood, and little animals as well and Allya loved playing with them. Stacking them and then knocking them down with a squeal. She was a very creative little girl, even at this young age as she seemed to think every action through before she placed a block or moved an animal toy. Rebecca spent hours with her daughter that night, holding her till she fell asleep and kissing her as she tucked her into bed.

Her boys, it seemed, preferred wolf form and this night Rebecca had a surprise for them. Leaving Allya with the nurse, she shifted into wolf form herself and let the boys crawl all over her, nip at her ears and tug at her tail. Till she stood and nosed the door open, and chuffed at them to follow. Rhaegal came right away to her side, sniffing at the outside world, while Armand had to be coaxed. They had never been outside before and this was new. Finally, she got him to come to her and turning, led them into the night. If they decided to stay as wolves for a while, then tonight their training would begin.

She led them a little ways into the woods and shifted to near human-like wolf form and settled in the tall soft grass, calling her sons to her. Rhaegal barked and twirled, chasing after a firefly but never straying to far from his mothers side. His little black coat shimmered in the moonlight as he gazed all around in awe. Armand came to sit by his mother and pawed at a small bird that floated overhead. His smile was obvious even in wolf form. Rebecca smiled as well, watching her sons explore this big new world. Everything was new, everything was exciting to them and they played and romped in the grass, rolling around together. She told them what certain scents meant, what the sounds of the night were, and to watch where they went, as they tussled and wrestled together.

Soon, though, it was time to head back as it had grown late and she stood, barking softly to call them to her side once more and started for home. They had had an adventure and were sleepy, and fell right to sleep the second they reached home. She shifted back to human and kissed each one, before settling beside the fire to read a while. The night was peaceful.*